baby genes
so i think i missed the gene that tells little girls they are supposed to have babies. my friend alana tells me that it’s because i’m not ready but i honestly am just not sure.
i mean i am 27- and i am not saying that in like OH MY GOSH I AM SO OLD, no i’m 27- which i learned in physiology last semester that your best chances of getting pregnant are between 16 and 28 and i didn’t do much more than blink.
i have a friends with children. most of my friends from high school have children. and their children are beautiful wonderful kids. but i seriously have yet to look at a child and think hey you know- i’d like one of those… and lots of girls do say stuff like that- and i think GIRRRL wash your mouth out with soap!! be careful what you wish for!
i look at things like living social getaway specials on vacations, or a pair of shoes, or hell some new fun makeup and think- i’d really like one of those…
or maybe a cocktail…
i’d really like one of those…
i look at vodka longingly the same way alot of other girls my age look at babies…
what’s wrong with me…
i don’t know maybe one day- did i tell y’all about the day i got winnie? when my friend sarah told me that she didn’t know if she would ever be ready for kids and i replied heck i don’t even know if i ever will be ready for a dog. and then immediately went on www.petfinder.com and within 72 hours i was on my way back to routt county from craig, america with little ol winifred.
so maybe one day…
or maybe one day when i’m not on a ramen noodles budget i will buy myself a new pair of shoes… mama wants a new pair of shoes :)
